The title sums up the way that I feel about this last year....specifically with the kids, Presley is now 4 and Trent 2. Presley has just started pre-school and goes on tuesdays and thursdays from 8:30 to 12. Terry takes her to breakfast for a "date" and then I pick her up at noon. While she is at school I focus on time with Trent and honestly I find myself just taking a deep breath....the pace of life is way to fast for my taste.
Trent is a very curious boy, full of emotion! He is over the top funny, but when he does not get his way he will scream at the top of his lungs and throw a huge fit. I really don't get it...I don't give him what he wants when he does this, I am praying that if I remain consistent he will grow out of this. I enjoy the times he cuddles close to me, tells me he loves me and is content because in this season, we don't see much of that. However, it gets better and better every month.
Presley is adorable. She is strong, knows what she wants, wishes she could get everyone to go along with what she wants. She loves strong and hard with commitment and loyalty...like her daddy. I see the man I married in her every day and I love that.
I often feel so inadequate in mothering these precious kids. Daily missing the mark. I could do much better.
I really want to start blogging again...for the same reason I began in may of 2007...not to become a blog anyone reads actually-but to simply journal my life. Journal what it's like to be Kathleen Lu...Daughter of Jessie and Sid, wife to Terry, mother to Presley and Trent and how I am making my mark here for my creator (and how I'm not).
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